the painted meditations are made as an intuitive and spontaneous gesture in one long stroke. as a visual response to the very moment. an interaction to the presence as It arises in me. the result in one sequence is not aloud to edit when the moment is over. as it is suppose to stay very true to the spontaneous creation in time. then this visualization is then put to rest for it self. packed and rolled up to mature on its own. the rest often for weeks or months. when unwrapped again it reveals its true appearance in a very authentic and independent way.